by admin on October 4, 2010

Today I have a very exciting message to share with you.

First I want to tell you that there is hope.  For years and years I wanted to kill myself.

I felt hopeless and lived knowing that my life was going by me killing myself.

I want to tell you that there is hope.

No matter what you are going through, there is hope.

Why is there hope?  Because I didn’t kill myself,  and you don’t have to eiter.

Today I am 37 and I have not felt hopeless since October 29th 1992.

I know that you are feeling hopeless right now and things don’t seem like they will turn around.

But they will.

So here is today’s message.   Today is a good day.  I am in Washington DC working with Reese Butler of the Kristin Brooks Hope Center.

Today I am starting a new job to help suicidal people find hope.

When I think about it,  I seems unbelievable that I would be here.

I knew that I would be dead but instead I am very alive and full of peace.

How?  Giving and not being selfish.

The bible says that it is better to give than to receive.

In 1992 I experience this intrinsic law of nature when I first following God.

I stopped thinking about my self, (which was driving me to the point of suicide) and started to think about how I could help others.

It has been 20 years now and I am hear to tell you that there is hope and a way to find it is to surrender your to be self-centered and instead be focused on how you can bless others.

Try it today.

You will see just how good it is to love others.

There is hope.

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